now im certain that nobody visit this blog of mine anymore im gonna whine hereeeeeee. my fav timing to blog haha. lets seeee i just received my sem 5 result and i got A. Thank God for it. Thank my buddies at work for the help tooo. well the road for me is certainly not easy to walk since pri 1. i rem that from pri 1 - 5, my best ranking was 29 or 27 out of 41 and my average was 31 - 34. until pri 5 i started screwing up myself. not listening to lesson , disturbing girls and stuff ! i rem my teacher told me that if i dont buck up i would end up in EM 3. i didnt take her words and on the fateful 13 nov 1998 which is my bdae. i receive the biggest present ever, me dropping to em3. Mummy bought cake for me to celebrate my bdae but i was too afraid to go home and show her the report book cos i know that my asss is calling the cane. nobody celebrated my bdae that very day. i felt like shit, useless and i thought to myself damn im gg to join the stupid students and gangster. i ended up being the top 3 in pri 6. i didnt get into normal acadamic and i was disappointed with myself yet again. no chance of redeeming myself to let my parents see. sec 1 i was rank'd 7 for mid yr and well perhaps too cocky i was rank'd 13 for eoy. teachers complain'd abt my attitude prob and stuff well dad n mum was kinda disappointed. i rem that sis cried over my attitude probs cos the whole family do not know what to do abt me. sounds like a hopeless kid right ppl ? haha. well sec 2 - 4 i was rank'd 2nd all the way and well certainly did something proud to show my parents ! N lvl result was like fuck. i tout i can go to normal acad but fucking hell i miss'd out by 1 grades for most subject. ITE aka its the end. I went inta ITE and i was determine to do well to get into poly to show them that im just playful but i can be hardworking. my first sem i got a gpa 3 and my lecturer told me that if i want to go poly i better buck up if not i have to appeal into REPUBLIC POLY. at that time i was like aiya can go poly good already. didnt care abt what poly. but something strike me yet again , i wanted to show my parents that i can go into the number 1 poly in spore which is ngee ann poly not spore poly ah ! for the rest of the 3 sems i got 4.0 for my gpa and i ended up with a accumulative gpa of 3.982. i ended up in ngee ann poly * go np cos can get to see chais * haha. POLY POLY , i had the thought of gg to uni but well i thought its not possible but its quite difficult but anw i managed to get a 3.4 gpa for the 1st sem but 2nd 3rd 4th sem my gpa was like 2.9 , 2.9, 3.0 !! how to even go to uni like that. before i started my 5th sem which is this yr i told myself that i wanted to show my family and girlfriend that i can make it into NUS or NTU. wellllllllllllllllllll infact i can see the door of the uni now and its up to me to work even harder during my 6th sem to ACE all my modules. difficult but its not impossible. although this might be a longer way for me but im still very proud to say that im aiming higher than most normal ppl. my gf always say that i despise ppl studying in SIM. i beg to differ on it , i think its because the certs are not recognize and well if i got O lvl i can straight away study a degree ?! ATROCIOUS !!!!!! what for sporeans have to waste the extra 3 or 2 yrs in poly or jc when they can go and get the degree. if a O lvl can get degree it means taht the degree is not really recognize thingy u see. but well im not gg to say anymore incase this shit will cause ppl to argue here and there. im gg to sleeeeeeeeep now so tata ppl.
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